A little snapshot of a poem I wrote recently.
Three fat sausage fingers slide up and down her shoulder.
His pony tail smooshed to the back of his head…shifted to the right.
He didn’t have time between his nap, and the show.
Too much pot he smoked before the show.
Shewp, shewp, shewp, shewp.
My eyes grow wide.
Fuck…I am stuck next to these two for the next hour and a half.
As the man on the other side sucks his spit through the canyons of his teeth.
The pulled pork threads sit locked and loaded
I want to hear the speaker speak,
I consider asking these annoying people to stop with their annoyances.
Shewp, shewp, shewp, shewp.
Scratch, scratch, scratchity scratch, scratch, scratch.
My upset and overwhelmed brain begins to force my eyeballs out of my head.
I point a my index finger to my left ear to the incessant arm brusher.
For fuck’s sake.
Is the public display of attention THAT important.
Stop that already!
I visualize a mad man lunging toward him.
Grabbing his fingers, and chopping them off one by one.
Wait, is this a nervous tick?
Am I being a dick..?
My tiny index finger is this man’s saving grace.
Just go get some fucking tooth floss you indigent!!!
Nope, don’t say it.
Don’t be rude.
You drove a long way to hear this man speak…
The speaker speaks.
I fumble in my chair uncomfortably.
His voice rises just enough to muffle twiddledee and twiddledum.
A girl giggles nervously.
Another howls like she used to at a 1980’s arena rock concert.
My name is Ashley…
As she kisses her nineteen year old boyfriend on the lips.
Slips the tongue.
A french one.
We all know about THAT one.
He speaks, and reads me a tale or two
Lightning strikes from the rugged dark blue and grey clouds above.
His voice carries
as the thunders roll through the purple hills.
Crisis averted for twiddledee and twiddledum.
Wild rat scurrying from one bush to the next. My dog salavates, wiggling herself out of her collar moving so fast that she turns to a flash of white lightning. I scream, “oh my god! No! No! No!!!” with an incomprehensible gibberish…the dog is not distracted. Her one thought, “Does it squeak?” Her head buried into the bushes searching frantically. Right, left, left, right. “It’s gotta be close!”… but her luck has flashed right before her compulsive little brown eyes. Wild cat sized rat is just fast enough, and safe. I laugh so hard at my great American wig out aka scream of fear of plague/rats safety, that I double over in laughter and let out a pigs snort. Attractive man behind me chuckles. Ah shit, save face! My face flushes hot turning red. “You should’ve seen the size of that rat?! It was the size of a fucking cat!” He tells me he would’ve been alarmed too laughing along with me. We part, going our separate ways. I utter to myself, “I’m a total mess.” Large rats jumping out of bushes are a scary thought. Perhaps less scary if my wild imagination wouldn’t fling me down the rabbit hole occasionally.
In the night before two cats scream, scratch, hiss, and attempt to end each other’s will to live. It was the talk of the neighbors as I arrive home with the cat sized rat chaser. The dog with pride jumps, and licks snorting away happily at the familiar faces. “Did you hear all that racket last night?”… the owner of my apartments eyes light up. I nod in agreement and state how bad it all sounded. “It was raccoons mating!!! I turned the light on them, and they stopped. Then five hours later they were still there. I wondered if they got stuck?!” Laughter flows, “You’ve got to be kidding me?” His eyebrows raised in amazement goes on to tell me that it’s the god foresaken truth. Good thing I told the dog to stay close to me that night while she ventured into the dark night to relieve herself. If she tried to get into that action, my heart would’ve likely stopped.